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𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝟐𝟎'𝐬

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They say that your 20's are your selfish years and your defining decade. Its a time where one should dive into all forms of adventures, take care of themselves and discover who they truly are. You will ruin your 20's by feeling like you are behind, like everyone else has figured themselves out while you are still lost, instead of realizing that you are exactly where you are meant to be. You are allowed to be a mess right now, you have permission to not have it all together. That thing you think isn't working out for you is all part of everything working out for you. Don't rush, be patient, let life be beautiful. Be happy and appreciate life. You are doing your absolute best. This is what the twenties are for- self care, growth and investments.  Travel, explore, pursue hobbies, experience things you want to experience, because this is a time of your life when you can. This is when you should learn how to love yourself because you are the best advocate you...

𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒚🤎

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I love intimacy. I love the delusion that someone knows my soul as I do and loves me deeply and unconditionally for it. Intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is '' you're safe with me" that's intimacy. It's not who you let touch you. It's who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. It's when the person is always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are. Everybody craves intimacy. To be looked at, admired, smiled at, laugh with someone, feel safe, feel like someone's really got you. That's what we crave. A gentle kick when they're sitting across the table, a head on the shoulder, a hand in your hand, a squeeze on the arm as they're walking past you. I think love isn't made up of grand gesture...

𝑹𝒆𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔

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𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒔. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆.  I want to forget everything about you. I want to forget how it felt when I first met you, and how that feeling about you lasted. I want to forget how bad you made me feel, and how I still stayed with you for so long. I want to forget the way your hands feel in mine, I want to forget the scar on your left hand, I want to forget how your chest feels against mine, how your arms feel wrapped around me and I want to forget how it felt everytime you touched my body and how I made you think that was what I wanted.  I want to forget that you used me because you wanted to feel wanted, you wanted to be loved. Forget how much you used me to fill a hole you were never able to fill in the first place. Forget how damaged you were and all what you needed was...